Reason Beyond Acceptance Lyrics
Over population…it is the
biggest epidemic. With advancement
of technology and medicine people keep living longer and longer.
Soon all of the world’s resources will be tapped and wide spread
disease and decay will become rampant…all because of over population.
What are the options…?
(Welcome
to the Real World – Instrumental)
(Over
Populate)
From
every corner of the globe we see advancement
We
see progression, we see containment
Everywhere
we see modern technology
Modern
philosophy, archaic methods
We
live in a state of democracy
State
of diplomacy, state of panic…
Too
long too far, when may the madness end?
How
long can we, fight till the bitter end?
Over-populate,
the fear of mankind
Over-populate,
burning holes in their minds
With
the notion of regulation
They
control family growth
It’s
just pathetic, this anesthetic
False
amnesia
It’ll
never work I have determined my own analysis
This
disease they’ve planted in our own psychosis
Just
the other day in the newspaper
I
read one billion born
Just
recently saw an obituary
And
we hardly mourn
The
passing of another man, we suffer apathy
This
is the ideal situation for planned society
-Solo-
From
every corner of the…
In a small town nothing seems out of the ordinary, except for one family.
They just found out their son, their only son has been diagnosed with a
rare, incurable form of cancer…
(Outlook)
The
outlook isn’t good, the message simply put
Six
months maybe a year, the message was clear
The
doctor said with proper treatment
We
could prolong the fate you’re given
But
I don’t believe that’s considered living
Let
me die with my dignity
The
choice it is mine what to do next
No
more needles no more tests
No
more promises unkept
I
can’t remember when I last slept
(Philosophy
of the Absolute)
At
my age, I saw nothing
At
my age, no goals were met
At
my age, I saw nothing
At
my age, a solemn bet
God
has said to me, God has planned for me
God
has said to me, at my age…no future
(Uprising
– instrumental)
The young man secludes himself, lost in emotion he doesn’t know where
to turn. Unwilling to give in
without a fight he turns his focus on knowledge, he retreats to a local library
and it’s Internet access. He
finds masses of information on cancer. Causes, cures, research and data.
As he delves deeper and deeper he becomes obsessed with the very thing
that is slowly killing him. Hours
turn into days and days to weeks…
(Cause or the Cure)
Row upon row of wasted information
Day upon day I wasted searching
Years of my life have been lost forever
Hours run short for me
What it is, is meant to be
In my life, no guarantees
I don’t know what I’m searching for
Is it the cause or the cure?
Looking for answers knee deep in
bullshit
Lie upon lie printed till I go blind
Lost in a maze of empty theories
Lost in a web of confusion
What it is, is meant to be
In my life no guarantees
I don’t know what I’m searching for
Is it the cause or the cure?
Got power lines above my head
Got nicotine in my system
Got second hand smoke, what a joke
I’m a man on a mission
I’ve been programmed to point a
finger
A revolving door situation
Sitting, staring at the screen and
nothings new today
Same information same irritations
Delusions tempt to play
Clear my mind of all distractions
Take away their strength
Need to remember, never surrender
What is this I see?
Then it happens…he finds a federal research report from
1982,
FDA Research Document AAQ88.99.32//population.
(Breeding Cancer)
Look into the mirror, try not to
believe
Though it’s getting clearer, memory
retrieved
Upon a second look worse off than
thought
Focus in, focus in, focus in, look what
the Devil brought
It started, it started, it started over
again
(Breeding, breeding)
Taken back hard to believe
Off the tracks, with nothing up their
sleeves
Do I make a choice to turn my back
away?
Hear the voice, hear the voice, again
and again
I find myself trying to explain
Finding myself again and again
I look past the hate inside
Finding myself again and again
I look past the hate inside
But their breeding cancer never dies
Deep seeded curiosity forces the young man to break into the sealed
document; he has nothing to lose anyways. What
he finds is to put it simply, overwhelming.
Page upon page upon page of research, facts and tests documenting
man-made diseases and cures. He prints it all, 1,244 pages.
Feeling exhausted he heads home planning an early morning return to the
library.
The following day as he nears the local library he sees FBI agents
swarming the building, sealing off entrances and questioning employees.
Assuming the reason he quickly retreats.
(Think)
Think, about
what you’re doing today
Think, about
tomorrow
My life has
gone so many different directions
Feel lost,
feel like I’m out of control
It seems like
only yesterday
Twenty-four
hours ago
Think, dreams
are never owned
Think,
they’re only borrowed
The pendulum
I’m swinging on
I feel like I
can’t hold on
-Solo-
Classified,
access denied, on the run, under the gun
Defragmentation,
an obligation,
Tear apart,
the fabric of a nation…
Unbelievable, the government has many of the cures in storage. Seventeen diseases in all are utilized for growth control,
one of them being his form of cancer. For
a moment he felt hope but quickly it was replaced with a realization of what he
was up against. The federal
government, the health industry, the media…they control everything.
Upon reading more of the report there is a name mentioned,
Dr. Alex
Shordain.
Location:
unknown
Death:
unknown
(I am the
One)
“I spoke to
God today, she told me not this way”
Some people
think that I’m crazy, that’s what they wanted
This prison
is my life, haunting me till the day I die
I am the one
who knows a secret
I am the one
who found the cure
I am the man
they fear…
I am the one
they put away
I am the one,
I am the one
Some days
I’ve wondered what I’ve done
If I could
save the life of one
All of this
wouldn’t be for nothing
My legacy
wouldn’t be in vain
I am the one
who knows the secret
I am the one
who found the cure
I am the man
they fear…
I am the one
they put away
I am the one,
I am the one
There are others, but time is not on the young man’s side. He must move
quickly if he wants to save his life and the lives of so many others, what can
he do? Who can he contact?
Who can he trust?
(Along the
Way)
Planting the
seed of so called progression
Lead to
believe, only see regression
Tormented
soul taught another lesson
Time takes
its toll told not to mention
The life that
could be, we could see, if only we open ours eyes
The chance we
could take, we could make if only we realize
The walls
they could fall if we all stand and unite again
Comprehend
don’t pretend my friend and open your eyes
But society
can never make it easy
And reality
knows when to push you down
Another deity
makes the rules and won’t allow
Humanity to
learn along the way…along the way
My way
Set to return
a life left unfinished
Marks
unfulfilled goals now diminished
Told a
thousand lies stand no chance at all
You know
it’s my only ally, why won’t you heed the call?
-chorus-
The life that
could be we could see…
The chance we
could take we could make…
The walls
they would fall if we all stand and unite again
Comprehend
don’t pretend…
**
My life has
come full circle, my waitings over now
I have been
given a chance, the power to change it all
A reason
beyond acceptance, redeeming my finest hour
Healing the
deepest wounds, along the way, along the way…
Avoiding local law enforcement and the FBI is no easy task. The lies they are spreading are reprehensible and they are
putting his face everywhere. Grabbing
a local paper he sees his name, “wanted” …unbelievable.
(Shadow of a
Doubt)
A wanted man
with no identity
A young man
wanders away
Lost in
search of answers
Lost in
search of humanity
Sees his face
on the T.V. station
Sees his name
on the front page
Sees his life
spinning downward
Sees it all
slip away
People are
judging me, suppressing me
When they
don’t know a damn thing
People are
chasing me, defacing me
Willing to
tear limb from limb
In their eyes
I’m already guilty
In their eyes
there never will be
In their eyes
I’m the devil
I’m guilty
in their eyes, I’m guilty…
-Solo-
(Quiet
Desperation – Instrumental)
Looking further he sees the headline “Senator Attending Local Dinner.
Local representatives…local media…this is his only
chance. If only he can get this
information in the right hands maybe, just maybe, someone will make a
difference. He makes a mad dash for
the Senator but he never reaches her.
As he’s
pulled away, with tears running down his face, the Senator sees the “report”
lying on the floor. She picks it up
and tucks it away, questioning what just happened.
The young man is now in Federal Custody awaiting trial, a trial he’ll
never see because of the stage he is at in his illness, charged with everything
under the sun and more. His parents
don’t understand for now…He remembers…
(Winter’s
Eve)
Quietly
awaiting for meaningless plight
Look over my
shoulder till all is out of sight
Lost in the
darkness single light that bleeds
Through…the
cracks of tomorrow
Lose…the
pieces of today
Lost in
Winter’s Eve, when will I believe…again?
-solo-
Fallen snow
surrounds my fading memories
Gentle snow
caresses how bitter sweet
How bitter
sweet
In life…we
find meaning
In
mortality…we find truth
Lost in
Winter’s Eve, when will I be…?
Grieving the lose of their son, his parents search for something,
anything that could explain what has happened.
No one will give them answers…no one seems to care.
(Requiem –
Pt. 1) “the father’s perspective”
Living your
life as seen through my eyes
Day
by day you never seemed to care
You never
knew, never had a clue
Yes our days
are numbered but no one’s keeping score, no one’s keeping score
I watched and
listened as you went about your life
Seeing this
and doing that, I never thought you truly cared
Until the day
they told you, I saw it in your eyes
As you left
the room and wandered
You were so
young why did you have to die?
Why did you
have to die?
Then the look
in your eyes changed
And you took
your life in your own hands
Despite the
fear, despite the pain, you turned it upside down
You laughed
at death and brought it to its knees
And all I
could do is smile
I could never
have been more proud
I just wish
you were here, I just wish, I just wish you were here
(Rage)
I just wish I
knew the truth
I just wish
you could tell me something
Based on the
facts in front of me
I don’t
like how it ends
All the world
is spinning around me
Faster and
faster till I fall
Till I
fall…
Do you feel
my rage?
It’s so
clear I know what to do now
I need to
clear away my thoughts
I need to
gain perspective
How many
leaders have been bought?
Nothing makes
sense to me
Clearly I
can’t see, my lose clouds my vision
When I call
out your name
Do you feel
my rage?
Do you feel
my rage?
Do you feel
my rage?
Today brings
me new meaning
Have a new
purpose in life
I will
discover the reason
I’ll bring
the truth into the light
Nothing makes
sense to me
Clearly I
can’t see, my lose clouds my vision
Then I call
out your name
-Solo-
Everything
makes sense to me, clearly I can see
My pain
brings me focus, and then I call out your name
(Requiem –
Pt. 2) “the son’s perspective – retrospect”
As I left
that cold room, not a thought crossed my mind
As I wandered
through, it all seemed like a lie
I have just
begun to see, the world was there for me
But now the
door is shut, and I have lost the key…oh…
-Solo-
As I wandered
in despair
I felt you
next to me
You helped me
see in the dark
Helped me be
the best I could be
And as I
leave this world behind
I want you
know the truth
I leave free
of despair…
For your
grace…has…
Set Me
Free…
(Ascension
– Instrumental)
One year to the
day of the young man’s passing, his father receives a phone call.
The Senator who
claimed the fallen report was on the other end…
“We need to
talk, it’s about your son…”