Reason Beyond Acceptance Lyrics

Over population…it is the biggest epidemic.  With advancement of technology and medicine people keep living longer and longer.  Soon all of the world’s resources will be tapped and wide spread disease and decay will become rampant…all because of over population.  What are the options…?

 

(Welcome to the Real World – Instrumental)

 

(Over Populate)

 

From every corner of the globe we see advancement

We see progression, we see containment

Everywhere we see modern technology

Modern philosophy, archaic methods

We live in a state of democracy

State of diplomacy, state of panic…

 

Too long too far, when may the madness end?

How long can we, fight till the bitter end?

 

Over-populate, the fear of mankind

Over-populate, burning holes in their minds

 

 

With the notion of regulation

They control family growth

It’s just pathetic, this anesthetic

False amnesia

It’ll never work I have determined my own analysis

This disease they’ve planted in our own psychosis

 

 

Just the other day in the newspaper

I read one billion born

Just recently saw an obituary

And we hardly mourn

The passing of another man, we suffer apathy

This is the ideal situation for planned society

 

-Solo-

 

From every corner of the…

 

          In a small town nothing seems out of the ordinary, except for one family.  They just found out their son, their only son has been diagnosed with a rare, incurable form of cancer…

 

(Outlook)

 

The outlook isn’t good, the message simply put

Six months maybe a year, the message was clear

The doctor said with proper treatment

We could prolong the fate you’re given

But I don’t believe that’s considered living

Let me die with my dignity

 

The choice it is mine what to do next

No more needles no more tests

No more promises unkept

I can’t remember when I last slept

 

(Philosophy of the Absolute)

 

At my age, I saw nothing

At my age, no goals were met

At my age, I saw nothing

At my age, a solemn bet

God has said to me, God has planned for me

God has said to me, at my age…no future

 

(Uprising – instrumental)

 

          The young man secludes himself, lost in emotion he doesn’t know where to turn.  Unwilling to give in without a fight he turns his focus on knowledge, he retreats to a local library and it’s Internet access.  He finds masses of information on cancer. Causes, cures, research and data.  As he delves deeper and deeper he becomes obsessed with the very thing that is slowly killing him.  Hours turn into days and days to weeks…

 

(Cause or the Cure)

 

Row upon row of wasted information

Day upon day I wasted searching

Years of my life have been lost forever

Hours run short for me

 

 

What it is, is meant to be

In my life, no guarantees

I don’t know what I’m searching for

Is it the cause or the cure?

 

Looking for answers knee deep in bullshit

Lie upon lie printed till I go blind

Lost in a maze of empty theories

Lost in a web of confusion

 

What it is, is meant to be

In my life no guarantees

I don’t know what I’m searching for

Is it the cause or the cure?

 

Got power lines above my head

Got nicotine in my system

Got second hand smoke, what a joke

I’m a man on a mission

I’ve been programmed to point a finger

A revolving door situation

 

Sitting, staring at the screen and nothings new today

Same information same irritations

Delusions tempt to play

Clear my mind of all distractions

Take away their strength

Need to remember, never surrender

What is this I see?

 

Then it happens…he finds a federal research report from 1982,

FDA Research Document AAQ88.99.32//population.

 

(Breeding Cancer)

 

Look into the mirror, try not to believe

Though it’s getting clearer, memory retrieved

Upon a second look worse off than thought

Focus in, focus in, focus in, look what the Devil brought

 

It started, it started, it started over again

(Breeding, breeding)

 

 

Taken back hard to believe

Off the tracks, with nothing up their sleeves

Do I make a choice to turn my back away?

Hear the voice, hear the voice, again and again

 

 

I find myself trying to explain

Finding myself again and again

I look past the hate inside

Finding myself again and again

I look past the hate inside

But their breeding cancer never dies

 

 

 

          Deep seeded curiosity forces the young man to break into the sealed document; he has nothing to lose anyways.  What he finds is to put it simply, overwhelming.  Page upon page upon page of research, facts and tests documenting man-made diseases and cures. He prints it all, 1,244 pages.  Feeling exhausted he heads home planning an early morning return to the library.

          The following day as he nears the local library he sees FBI agents swarming the building, sealing off entrances and questioning employees.  Assuming the reason he quickly retreats. 

 

(Think)

 

Think, about what you’re doing today

Think, about tomorrow

My life has gone so many different directions

Feel lost, feel like I’m out of control

It seems like only yesterday

Twenty-four hours ago

 

Think, dreams are never owned

Think, they’re only borrowed

The pendulum I’m swinging on

I feel like I can’t hold on

 

-Solo-

 

Classified, access denied, on the run, under the gun

Defragmentation, an obligation,

Tear apart, the fabric of a nation…

 

          Unbelievable, the government has many of the cures in storage.  Seventeen diseases in all are utilized for growth control, one of them being his form of cancer.  For a moment he felt hope but quickly it was replaced with a realization of what he was up against.  The federal government, the health industry, the media…they control everything.

 

          Upon reading more of the report there is a name mentioned,

Dr. Alex Shordain.

Location: unknown

Death: unknown

 

(I am the One)

 

“I spoke to God today, she told me not this way”

Some people think that I’m crazy, that’s what they wanted

This prison is my life, haunting me till the day I die

 

I am the one who knows a secret

I am the one who found the cure

I am the man they fear…

I am the one they put away

 

I am the one, I am the one

 

Some days I’ve wondered what I’ve done

If I could save the life of one

All of this wouldn’t be for nothing

My legacy wouldn’t be in vain

 

I am the one who knows the secret

I am the one who found the cure

I am the man they fear…

I am the one they put away

 

I am the one, I am the one

 

 

          There are others, but time is not on the young man’s side. He must move quickly if he wants to save his life and the lives of so many others, what can he do?  Who can he contact?  Who can he trust?

 

 

 

(Along the Way)

 

Planting the seed of so called progression

Lead to believe, only see regression

Tormented soul taught another lesson

Time takes its toll told not to mention

 

The life that could be, we could see, if only we open ours eyes

The chance we could take, we could make if only we realize

The walls they could fall if we all stand and unite again

Comprehend don’t pretend my friend and open your eyes

 

But society can never make it easy

And reality knows when to push you down

Another deity makes the rules and won’t allow

Humanity to learn along the way…along the way

My way

 

Set to return a life left unfinished

Marks unfulfilled goals now diminished

Told a thousand lies stand no chance at all

You know it’s my only ally, why won’t you heed the call?

 

-chorus-

 

The life that could be we could see…

The chance we could take we could make…

The walls they would fall if we all stand and unite again

Comprehend don’t pretend…

 

**

My life has come full circle, my waitings over now

I have been given a chance, the power to change it all

A reason beyond acceptance, redeeming my finest hour

Healing the deepest wounds, along the way, along the way…

 

 

         

          Avoiding local law enforcement and the FBI is no easy task.  The lies they are spreading are reprehensible and they are putting his face everywhere.  Grabbing a local paper he sees his name, “wanted” …unbelievable.

 

 

 

(Shadow of a Doubt)

 

A wanted man with no identity

A young man wanders away

Lost in search of answers

Lost in search of humanity

 

Sees his face on the T.V. station

Sees his name on the front page

Sees his life spinning downward

Sees it all slip away

 

People are judging me, suppressing me

When they don’t know a damn thing

People are chasing me, defacing me

Willing to tear limb from limb

 

In their eyes I’m already guilty

In their eyes there never will be

In their eyes I’m the devil

I’m guilty in their eyes, I’m guilty…

 

-Solo-

 

 

(Quiet Desperation – Instrumental)

 

 

           Looking further he sees the headline “Senator Attending Local Dinner.

Local representatives…local media…this is his only chance.  If only he can get this information in the right hands maybe, just maybe, someone will make a difference.  He makes a mad dash for the Senator but he never reaches her.

 As he’s pulled away, with tears running down his face, the Senator sees the “report” lying on the floor.  She picks it up and tucks it away, questioning what just happened.

          The young man is now in Federal Custody awaiting trial, a trial he’ll never see because of the stage he is at in his illness, charged with everything under the sun and more.  His parents don’t understand for now…He remembers…

 

 

(Winter’s Eve)

 

Quietly awaiting for meaningless plight

Look over my shoulder till all is out of sight

Lost in the darkness single light that bleeds

Through…the cracks of tomorrow

Lose…the pieces of today

 

Lost in Winter’s Eve, when will I believe…again?

 

-solo-

 

Fallen snow surrounds my fading memories

Gentle snow caresses how bitter sweet

How bitter sweet

In life…we find meaning

In mortality…we find truth

 

Lost in Winter’s Eve, when will I be…?

 

 

 

          Grieving the lose of their son, his parents search for something, anything that could explain what has happened.  No one will give them answers…no one seems to care.

 

 

(Requiem – Pt. 1) “the father’s perspective”

 

Living your life as seen through my eyes

 Day by day you never seemed to care

You never knew, never had a clue

Yes our days are numbered but no one’s keeping score, no one’s keeping score

 

I watched and listened as you went about your life

Seeing this and doing that, I never thought you truly cared

Until the day they told you, I saw it in your eyes

As you left the room and wandered

You were so young why did you have to die?

Why did you have to die?

 

Then the look in your eyes changed

And you took your life in your own hands

Despite the fear, despite the pain, you turned it upside down

You laughed at death and brought it to its knees

And all I could do is smile

I could never have been more proud

I just wish you were here, I just wish, I just wish you were here

(Rage)

 

I just wish I knew the truth

I just wish you could tell me something

Based on the facts in front of me

I don’t like how it ends

 

All the world is spinning around me

Faster and faster till I fall

Till I fall…

 

Do you feel my rage?

 

It’s so clear I know what to do now

I need to clear away my thoughts

I need to gain perspective

How many leaders have been bought?

 

Nothing makes sense to me

Clearly I can’t see, my lose clouds my vision

When I call out your name

 

Do you feel my rage?

Do you feel my rage?

Do you feel my rage?

 

Today brings me new meaning

Have a new purpose in life

I will discover the reason

I’ll bring the truth into the light

 

Nothing makes sense to me

Clearly I can’t see, my lose clouds my vision

Then I call out your name

 

-Solo-

 

Everything makes sense to me, clearly I can see

My pain brings me focus, and then I call out your name

 

 

 

 

 

(Requiem – Pt. 2) “the son’s perspective – retrospect”

 

As I left that cold room, not a thought crossed my mind

As I wandered through, it all seemed like a lie

I have just begun to see, the world was there for me

But now the door is shut, and I have lost the key…oh…

 

-Solo-

 

As I wandered in despair

I felt you next to me

You helped me see in the dark

Helped me be the best I could be

And as I leave this world behind

I want you know the truth

I leave free of despair…

For your grace…has…

 

Set Me Free…

 

         

(Ascension – Instrumental)

 

One year to the day of the young man’s passing, his father receives a phone call.

The Senator who claimed the fallen report was on the other end…

“We need to talk, it’s about your son…”

 

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